(this DOESN’T reflect my current state, its just a poem..so, read on)
Finally I look into your eyes,
Bursting to question you about our past,
Blurred and tinged with rust,
I deny that you are finally not mine.
Through life’s storms we rode,
Hand-in-hand, lost in love,
And, suddenly the sky darkened and I lost grip,
Your hand was slipping away from me,
You were moving too far..too fast.
I struggled to come to terms with your loss,
Even now, I cry…night in and night out.
Why did you leave me for someone else ?
What did he give you that I could not offer ?
I need answers dear, I see you here..happy with him.
My own unhappy future breaches through,
My soul eaten up by your cunning thoughts,
You played with me, my heart…my life.
And, still I cant hurt you, nor hate you.
Tell me why…you went away leaving me alone,
Groping in the dark for your hands, for your love,
My eyes meet yours questioningly,
I need reasons, I need answers from you,
But, please don’t look at me like that dear, I fall in love,
Turn your face away and tell me why…
Silence is no answer.